Why Not?...

It was Teri's Junior year away at school and she was on the countdown for semester break. This week off was so needed and being around her family and friends that she did not get to see was going to help her relax. The entire vacation was planned and it consisted of sleepng, hanging out, and yes more sleeping. It was her last class for the week and her bestfriend called her to let her know that Brian (Teri's boyfriend) was spotted with another girl.

After listening to the voicemail the tears just began to flow. Teri and Brian had been together since their junior year of high school and now her world was crashing and her heart felt like it stopped beating. Even though this wasn't the first time this had happened, all she could think about was why now? He promised never again and did everything to gain her trust and the sex was 10 times better then ever." Why? am I not pretty enough, am I too fat, do I put limitations on what we do intimately?" The questions kept coming as the tears kept falling.

"Dang! I must of cried myself to sleep. I should have left to drive home hours ago." The school is three hours away it is 5 o'clock in the evening and she should have been on the road at 2. Still trying to pull herself together she finishes packing to hit the highway. She grabbed her bag, purse, and cell phone and dotted out of the door. As she put her seatbelt on she realized she had several missed calls and three of them were from Brian. Teri ignored the calls put on some music and started driving.

Once she realized that she was almost home she decided to call Danielle to get the details of what she had seen. As the conversation ended they decided to meet at one of their chill spots in the downtown area. To Teri's surprise when she pulled up to her parents house Brian was there waiting on her, she was so not in the mood for this. All of the thoughts started running through her head again but instead of tears she got pissed. She made up in her mind it was over and she was not dealing with the bull any longer.

As Teri walked in the house she was explaining how she fell asleep and that was why she was late. Her parents understood, but they were on there way out of the door for a gathering they were running late for. They hugged and kissed her, and all she could think was don't leave me here with him. Brian was family, him and Teri had been together for over four years and everyone was just waiting on the proposal. He was perfect he had the looks and the brains on top of it he spoiled her rotten.

He walked up to hug her as her parents left, but all she could say is "NO!" Surprised, his response was "WHY?" "Ask ole girl you were hugged up with at the comedy club", Teri responded. Defensively, Brian begins to explain. "wasn't like that, whoever told you that lied, I would never do that to you", etc....The excuses went in one ear and out the other. But as he was talking Teri was undressing to meet her BF for drinks to help forget what he had done. As she began to undress she realized it was a bad idea, see even though she was pissed she still couldn't tell him no and she still was in love.

The arguement continued and got heated, literally. Brian continued to plead his case as she continued to change clothes. Not even noticing he was getting turned on. He grabbed her threw her on the bed pinned her down and began kissng her. She fought briefly but the truth was she loved him and she missed him. The kisses became more passionate and the sexy liquid stretch pants were being peeled off.

They go to two different schools and they only get to see one another once or twice a month. Even though she was pissed she wanted him also. Therefore, she stopped fighting as the pants came off, the condom went on and she opened and allowed him to enter inside of her. But something was different this time, although with every stroke and move it felt great she still felt betrayed and hurt. Even through the passion and the love that she knew was real regardless of where and what he did the night before the tears came as their body's became one. Yes she loved him but something was missing...


Brian left, Teri got dressed and went to meet Danielle. Her mind was racing and she couldn't wait to talk to her bestie. Danielle and Teri had been friends since elementary school and they talk about everything. She walked in the Tavern and as she seen Dani at the table waiting someone else caught her eye. He had a hat on but, that was a face she will never forget. As she started to walk towards the table their eyes connected and he began to smile and get out of the seat. He walked over and it was really him, James? He didn't respond he just grabbed her and hugged her. Her heart dropped, she needed this after the day and night she had just had.....